MESH
In This Place Forever
1. INVOLVED
You took a chance if you thought they'd let you forget the pain
You should have known from the moment you stole from the net again
I'd give you a line I 'd give you my undivided time
Not for the cure
Because that takes so much more
So I want to see you try to shake this one off
I want to see you running out of control
Selling your soul
To carry this one off
I want to hear you reading up on your vows
Wondering how you got involved
It's only fair
You said you'd never be there
But now you're starting to sweat
Tiny beads of regret
And all for the sake
Of what little you take
Don't you pick up the phone
Because they know that you're at home
And the shadows are long
When you're drinking alone
So I want to see you try to shake this one off
I want to see you running out of control
Selling your soul
To carry this one off
2. LAST BREATH OF YOU
Maybe I've been hurt
Maybe I've been saved for something worse
Can't say
If you asked me now, what's in a crowd?
There's thousands of faces with thousands of ways
To be hurt for free
But this I know I always make the friends that never stay
I always make the friends that never stay
Feelings can't be felt
I couldn't let the ground beneath me melt.
Not me
They spread things about, they twist things around
The mask is a screen 'til the whispers are so loud they hurt
I tried to stay
That someone could have made up something so cruel
That someone could have poisoned that mouthful of you
That someone could have played with something untrue
That took such delight in the LAST BREATH OF YOU
Couldn't bear to stay
Couldn't tear away is that emotional
Or reproachable
But this I know
I always make amends when it's too late
I always make amends when it's too late
Was there something I could have said
Something I did
Someone I could have called
Something I read
They spread things about they twist things around
The mask is a screen 'til the whispers are so loud they hurt
I tried to stay...
3. I ONLY WANTED TO
Empty heads can be so cruel
But empty words make life so full
Said I owed it all to you
So I took the measure
Of your pleasure
You thought you knew my simple heart
But you didn't recognise the crucial part
Its always too soon
Stepped out of line too far this time
I only wanted to make a fool of you
I only wanted to make a fool of you
I only wanted to make a fool of you
I only wanted to LOOK WHAT YOU MADE ME DO
You fold like paper in my hands
You fell for everything I planned
You didn't see it 'til it touched your sweet face
Made me you hate me
Never forgave me
I only wanted to make a fool of you
Violently the moment came
And someone knew they'd take the blame......
A vicious streak a mile wide
So you learnt the hard way
But who cares anyway
I only wanted to make a fool of you
4. YOU DIDN'T WANT ME
This is why I'm alone tonight
This is why I've got no appetite
For fighting and biting.
For lying and sniping
For talking of one thing,
Then doing another
Blaming each other
I never thought I'd sacrifice this much for you
I never meant to jeopardise my fun for you
Because you didn't want me
You never cried for me at all
You did't love me
You were too far above me
Then you watched me take the fall
Here is why I now contemplate
Here is why I should celebrate
No more hurting and using.
The spitting and bruising
Breaking a promise, saying I'm sorry
Pretending to worry
I never thought I'd have to take this much from you
I wish I'd never used this precious time on you
Because you didn't want me
5. I DON'T THINK THEY KNOW
You can tell white lies
And walk away from here
You can tell your side and never see the clear
And you can tell it all
I'll stop you if you stray
And save you saying something you should never say
And you can spell it out
I'll help you win the day
And I will stop you saying something
You could have his hands
Wrapped around your throat
And you could see your face
Covered with your coat
So you can tell it all
I'll stop you if you stray
And save you saying something you should never say
And you can spell it out
I'll help you win the day
And I will stop you saying something
I don't think they know
They didn't see you arrive
They didn't here you go
I don't think they know
They didn't see you arive
They didn't here you go
If you find a brave face
And wear it for the day
I will find a suitcase
And we could melt away
You can tell it all
I'll stop you if you stray
And save you saying something you should never say
And you can spell it out
I'll help you win the day
And I will stop you saying something...
7. SOMETHING WRONG
Do you think I'd say anything
Do you think I'd just come out and say what I feel
We've had some sticky moments
We've talked ourselves out now and everything's real
And each passing day
Is one day too much
You take it out on the people you touch
And each passing hour
Is time with no end
Is this the one thing time is unable to mend
Do you think I could sit here
And talk about the things that go on in my head
I've sorted things out now
Faced up to it over and over again
And why should I explain
If no-one else complains
Neurotic and boring
Reliable you
And how can I just run
When nothing can be done
I don't know myself now but I can hear
There's something wrong in something you said
It's just the feeling this is not what I wanted
There's something cold in the way you touch me
It's just a feeling that you're better without me
I just need a minute
I just need to scrape all this filth off my hands
Has anything changed now
No, nothing is pure
There's just yellow and brown
But how am I sure
That you lost no more
Than family and friends over someone before.
And anything now
Is pushing my luck
And you'll break this silence
But I can hear...
8. SHATTERS
I don't believe you anymore
Put away those eyes
Stop your mouth from moving its only breath and lies
Bite down, kill the words
They'll only poison you they'll make your stomach burn
No heaven inside
Just mistrust and lies
In your bedroom so warm
This sickness was born
You could've stopped a scene
You couldn't want it cause you always live so clean
In your smile there's no belief
Those lips are cracking now
Just like the flesh beneath
No feeling and no tears
Just wasted so much
Wasted years
Your hands, so old
Your beauty so cold
I don't belong with you
Cause everyone is broken that you know
I need dreams to cling to
Cause everything shatters around you
You didn't need a friend you just needed sympathy
You just need an ear to bend
Took all that I could give
So tired of giving now I can't live the way you live
Empty, resigned
Chocking and blind
Your pleasure was my fate
But your kindness too late
I don't belong with you
Cause everyone is broken that you know
I need dreams to cling to
Cause everything shatters around you
9. DESPISED
Yesterday you said
We could have been a team
Us and them you and me
Why was I surprised
You wished that your were dead
Everything (all because) because of me
You were the sweetest thing I'd tasted
How could I ever want for more
But you dind't understand
You didn't need the things I am
(It could have been so easy to be anything you choose)
Yesterday you said
You'd never felt so high
With anyone, in your whole life
But look at me
Tell me it's a lie
There's no-one farther from yourmind
(It's so easy to believe everything's allright)
And there was more than one chance only
There wasn't any more to prove
Did you do it just to spite
Did you care if you were right
And everyday I fantasised
But that was then
This is life
In every way
I've paid the price
To be with you
To be despised
Yesterday you said
Everything was fine
Nothing's perfect all the time
As if you could
Show me there's a line
Over which there's nothing good
(It's just feels so tasteless when you say
Love is on our side)
And you took more than I ever gave you
I couldn't ever tell a soul
You didn't need me as a friend
You just took me to the end
10. CONFINED
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